wah lau eh... blogger abit of problem for past 2 days lei...

want to upload my "mei mei" de neoprints i took wif my jiemeis... cannt upload -_-

haiz...

today went to Isetan Private Sales wif BL... both of us came out empty-handed lol... we din expect tat to happen too... both of us were enthu... but seriously, nth caught our eyes... saw a pair of earrings... BUT it cost $19... i can imagine how mum's gg to SCREAM at me if i bought it... haha... we evacuated the building within 40mins... LOL...

went for lunch, eat, sit, chat for ard 1hr+ and went shopping again... LOL went to Charles & Keith... wanted to buy a flat sandals and also a heel one... BUT only can choose 1 la coz budget... =x BL saw one nice de and asked me to try on... her taste nt bad wor... lol... the one she chose has OVERWRITE the one i liked initially... she advised me to buy the heel one instead of the flat one coz i gt too many pairs at home? Haha... i am queen of sandals... =x juz tat i only like to wear a certain pair nia...

BUT... so sad... DUN HAF MY SIZE... *CRY* ahhh....

jio mum to cwp... Haha... Charles & Keith SO MANY PEOPLE... -_- my first qns was... "is there any sale gg on?" mum said... "NO la... mth end..."

went 2 rounds in the shop... WORST~~~ dun even haf tat design lor... even more sad... ARGH -_- till nw... i stil dun feel happy... coz cant find that heels... >.<

then mum brought me to Metro and told me tml gt 20%... ask me go c if there's anythin i like, she can buy for me... BUT... nth leh ~_~ i only went to try a pair of URS heels... nt bad lor... BUT i dun like =x

I WANT MY CHARLES & KEITH HEELS~~~~~~ i wan i wan i WAN~~~~ ARGH >.<



juz read mel's wife's blog...

so touchin wor when she mentioned the contents of the letter she wrote to mel some time ago...

(extracted from her blog)
*I hope you know that loving you has spoiled me forever. What we have together feels so right that I often catch myself smiling for no reason. It's great being with someone who is tuned in to my mood, someone with whom I don't always have to explain myself. It feels so good to know that you really do accept and like me for who I am. Just being with you, doing nothing, makes me happy. This kind of chemistry happens only once in a lifetime. And I know that I could never love another as much as I Love You!*

SO SWEET RITE? lol =)

hmm... past few days havin a great time... haha...
Sunday went to collect a blouse... hmm... nt bad after alteration, then ate crab for dinner...

Monday... went malaysia in the mornin wif BL, Liyi & her mum... did manicure, pedicure, eat la... shop... nice nice wor do ler... haha i felt great... no wonder they say... free mus cong yi cong zi ji (pamper urself) cheap and nice... food oso nt bad la... juz tat the ramen nt spicy enuff, noodles too much nia... other than tat its ok... might b gg another time for haircut lol... =p

ystday nite, a fren of mine sms-ed me.. let's call him Mr. Q ? havent met him for 2,3yrs... Haha... he told me abt him moving hse, to somewhr near my old hse... lol... and said he doesnt hav any frenz there... i am his nearest fren LOL... consoled him by tellin him the kopitiam there is nice...ask him free go eat... =X

tat place nt bad la... got all my childhood memories there... lived there for ard 15yrs... my frenz all there... told him when i very free and if i missed him, i'll go find him to eat at the kopitiam LOL... my best fren stays opposite the kopitiam oso... haha...

Today... meet up wif mj, ah mei, liyi... BL stomachache wasted lei... cant join us >.< went to eat Suki buffet (our all-time fave), then walked ard at Tangs, and finally bought liyi's handbag... LOL... then took neoprints... long time nv take ah... so exciting wor... coz time very limited and mus change positions fast fast... end up not bad leh the neoprints... looks nice~~ ^^v wanted to go West Coast after eating, but was lazy and tired, and my "ai koon" (wan-to-slp) face... so decided to go find a place to sit and chit chat... ended up at HV... Essential Brew~~~~

Nice place... tink mj and me can b their dai yan ren... =x always go there... wan apply for membership card one day la =p

Thurs gg Isetan wif BL... another round of shoppin... LOL... and Fri... ite jiemeis' meetin... Haha... So only tml is rest day for me... lalala~



YEAH~~~ i've rch my 30th post for tis blog LOL... siao~~~ =x

anyway... borin saturday...

ystday bz playin gb... wan to uprank quickly altho still a long long way to go... played wif some dumb ppl... dunno hw to describe them but dumb... -_- in gb there are some many kinds of ppl... some dumb... greedy... kay kiang (act clever) etc etc... y cant u juz kill the enemy in front of u... finish him off... go kay kiang and wan to try to kill others when it's so far away frm u... -_-

hmm... day b4 ystday was on the fone wif ks... hoho... i love chattin wif him... can learn SOOOOO many things frm him... =) and one thing i tink ALL GUYS or most guys shd learn frm him is - PATIENCE, as well as care and concern...

imagine u as a fren to him, he is always there for u, showin care & concern, and always havin so much patience to deal wif a "problematic" ger like me... LOL go whr to find tis kind of guy wor... rare species lei... if he is able to treat a fren tis way... he cfm wil treat da sao better rite? Haha...

tat day he talked more than me for the 1st time... LOL... he shared abt his pri, sec, ite, army, and poly days... LOL... all of u mus b wonderin... WAH... lydat he sure take half a day to finish his "uncle" story... haha... no la... he told me the "essence" of every stage... our chat lasted for an hr nia coz he nid to work the followin day.. =)

quite interestin la his stories... din noe his growin up days were so interestin compared to mine... upon hearin his past, and comparin if wif his present, tink ppl do change... to become a better person... he is a very good example...

go watch tv ler... nth to do... haiz... tml's sun... can go collect my blouse le after waitin for a week. yeah ^^v



hoho...

it's been a week ever since i finished my exams LOL...
wad hav i been doing for the week?

rot
roT
rOT
ROT......

Haha... seriously... enjoyed myself for the past few days... only recently did some job hunting... today tio pian go dwn to Kembagan for wad interview... sounds nice... in the end... go there fill in application form then can leave ler... Wad the..zzz -_- waste of time lei... frm wdl go dwn till kembagan... anyway i tink the job oso wun get it de la LOL

ystday went PS, far far away saw one familiar back facing me... i c left, right, back... then i decided to call the person's hp to verify if its him LOL... yeah, the person is dearest KS~~ haha... go disturb him... standin right behind him and talkin to him on the fone...

Me: whr r u nw?
KS: workin...
Me: O I C~~~
KS: hw come u tok to me gt echo de?

til tis point... i bth liaoz... i LOL and told him... "wo zai ni hou mian" (i'm behind u)... as he turned back to look at me, i cant help BUT burst into laughter... =p

Then he said... my dinnertime over liaoz la... u go watch ur movie... byebye... (>.< chased me away wor) and awhile ltr called me and chat wif me -_- hw interestin can he be LOL...

dearest ks... juz wanna tell u if u happen to c tis... u really age alot lei, compared to the last time i saw u many many mths ago... more and more uncle wor LOL... pls take care of urself haha... i noe u old le no nid slp alot la, but stil nid rest wor, $ cannt earn finish de lei... =)

Went to watch "One more chance" or 3 Ge Hao Ren... not bad... quite funny... i tink i luff alot wor keke... some parts really funny lor... But same as ah mei, i tink ending abit lousy eh... But overall nice movie... haha 4.5/5 stars? LOLLOL... =p

tis mth support local production LOL... The Maid & One More Chance... The Maid oso certain parts funny la... LAO AH MA LAO AH MA~~~ Ah Soon bo hua hee~~~ haha... (those who watched wil noe wad i mean)

few things i havent do which i want to do... tat is... play badminton and ktv... =)
long time nv go ktv liaoz... go biao high pitch LOL... then can entertain my jiemeis too... open concert =x then they shall faint... =p

finally... tml's fri... nice day to rot... AGAIN~~~ =x if rain even best... then can slp slp slp LOL... lookin forward to mon... Hehe =x



read some of my jiemeis' blog...

hmm... gan chu many many... keke =)

esp the one on Gals & Guys... quite true la... Guys really dun seem to understand gers and tat gers are sensitive... whenever our intuition tells us tis & tat... the guy says..."Hey.. u're juz being sensitive..." or "u tink too much la..." tat may be the reason y is there Mars & Venus... and mayb tats y all my previous r/s dun last? haha =p

In my POV... feel tat gers are indeed more emotional and sensitive... smtimes may be too detailed... For me... I am VERY emotional... tats y when the guy dun wan me liaoz i cry like nobody's biz... LOL mum c le oso wil say... i stil ard y u cry til lydat -_-

Ystday went to the dentist... OMG... wash teeth abit pain la... so many yrs din visit the dentist... until ystday only then i know i hav weak gums -_-

Today... nth to do... no dates... no appointments... no $ to spend... din want to stay at hm to look and hear tat HORRIBLE someone nagging~~~ so decided to went over to grandma's hse... cousin was in for awhile, we chatted b4 she left for work... i tink out of so many cousins.. i click wif her nia bah LOL...

cousin 3yrs younger than me... when we were young... we used to fight... really fight... wadever fight u can tink of... pillow fight, kicking, boxing, pulling of hair la, shirt la... everythin... AND I ALWAYS LOSE >.< used to dislike her alot coz of her stubborn-ness... BUT come to tink of it, i oso stubborn lei... SO... 2 stubborn ppl cannot be left alone together =x

then we grew up... no more fights... she became more boyish, I...? ladylike? erm... no la... LOL but we still chat wif each other everytime i go over to grandma's hse... most amazin part is... i no longer dislike her wor as we grow older...

tat horrible SOMEONE in my hse made my mum and me so angry today... nw i can understand y dad made a gd decision in buyin tv for his room and mine... COZ NO ONE LIKES TO WATCH TV WIF HER -_- all of us would also rather go over to parents' room and squeeze to watch tv oso wont want to watch tv wif her outside... tat shows hw horrible is she... ARGH~

mum always tell me... xiang ai rong yi, xiang chu nan.. to fall in love and love someone is easy BUT to live together is difficult.. gotta hav alot of patience and tolerance... zZz... she oso nt bad lei... stay in tis hse and tolerate tat HORRIBLE person for 21yrs -_-

tats all---



wow... today's friday...

went swimmin wif liyi in the HOT HOT afternoon... nw shoulders achin lol... long long LONG time nv swim... after swim, went MOS burger ate our fav. Ebi Rice Burger =x

mama called... asked me whether wan to join her and dad at Still Rd eat black pepper crab... so sad its too rushin for me ler, and tat i alrdy order food to eat ler... so i rejected mama's jio-ing =(

nice bus trip home on 187... fast...

haiz... nw ah... after exams, suddenly like feel so lost... dunno wad to do, everyday surf net, gaming, rot... even find job... so many jobs available dunno wad to choose... Life's all abt choices other than waiting? Haha

was tellin mum, when i was schling and bz wif projects, i told mum i'm so stressed and tired everyday... NOW... no more exams ler, i tell her i feel so bored and like no directions...

lots of thoughts still running in my mind......
dunno wad to do... dunno y i like to do things which ppl dun like and dun wan me to do... YET i'm so stubborn always sing opposite tune wif ppl... LOL








Quote of the day

Sometimes we mus get hurt in order to grow
we mus fail in order to know.
Sometimes our vision's clear
only after our eyes are washed away wih tears



Finally... all papers over... tink wun b able to c my jiemeis tat often compared to these 2.5yrs...

Can i say my life in NP oso over? Hope so on Oct 6... -_-

But... abit no confidence lei... >.< SS can do, IB omg~ KMS... ~>.<~

Got many things i've always wanted to do... BUT ah... haiz... wan to go Genting, go Bangkok play... in the end... i tink stayin in SG lor zZz... Envy the rest of my jiemeis tat they can spend more time wif their SPECIAL ones or LOVED ones. Haha i dun haf any, except for family... tink i'll spend my time on games then =p

Waiting for fonecall to get a part-time job... dunno nid to wait hw long more... life's all abt waiting... wait wait and WAIT... we wait for buses, mrt, taxis, people... everythin...

Hmm... long time nv chat long long wif mum... at home so diff to find ppl to tok to... only mum listens to me... dad dun _stand a ger's heart LOL... and i LOVE gg out wif mum... nt becoz she pays... its her company tat i enjoy... hehe =) no wonder they say "shi shang zhi you mama hao"... quite true...

Anyway, time check - 3.50am... and i still havent slp... cant slp... wan to find someone in my msn for a chat... BUT cant seem to find anyone close to me to chat wif... HAIZ...

yf and jeff gone ns ler... dearest ks bz workin... too tired to hav any time for me too >.< the only person i saw on msn was "him"... BUT no matter hw bored i am, i tell myself... "I CANNOT DOUBLE CLICK ON HIS MSN NICK... MUS CONTROL..." -_- firstly, we hav nth to chat wif one another i guess... secondly, i dun expect "nice" replies from him... so might as well dun even start chattin... right?

got tis bad dream few weeks or many days ago... but i tink few of u know is enuff alrdy... dun wan to be misunderstood for cursing others or etc... if the person dun appreciates it... i rather dun waste my time then~

Lots of thoughts running through my mind... juz cant find the right person to share wif... smtimes i wonder... y majority of guys hav big egos and too much pride? can nv guess wad r they tinkin or wads on their minds...

i still kip the ONE and ONLY msg from "him" in my hp... tellin me ".... u will find a better guy tat will treat u better..." tis isnt consolation to me... coz i made known to u abt hw i feel... yet.......... HAIZ... juz like the song "yi shi de mei hao" by zhang shao han... "You de ren shuo bu qing na li hao, dan jiu shi shui toh ti dai bu liao..."

Ohh... ppl... if ur lookin for me, pls call me... if u sms, i cant reply u keke... coz... NV PAY BILL ah~~~ no $ LOL...

Haiz... hope can pass all papers and GRADUATE lor... then can go on to nxt stage, tats workin... go earn $, being a student i feel so poor LOL... hope can earn alot alot of $ and bring mama go eat or buy sth she likes =)



argh... havent stdy finish... can i dun sit for exams so soon? LOL

so far only finish SS... BUT... nt very familiar wif SS yet -_- IB still gt 4 chpts to read and write notes... whole day i only write finish 2 chpts nia... LONG long LONG time nv read txtbk... start readin IB txt.. omg... the sleeping monster come and find me liaoz... ZZZzzz gotta start KMS soon, if nt sure panic... omgomgomg...

after exams, hope tat dun haf to read any books or notes or txtbks anymore... sure gonna hide my notes in a corner... if anyone ask me read bk or stdy, i sure gonna giv the person a BOX or kick the person fly to China zzz COZ I REALIZED... i HATE to study ^^v have been studyin for so many yrs... no choice -_-

chatted wif mum ystday and asked her wads the average age a person can live up to... she told me 70-80yrs old... then since 7yrs old study till nw - 21... 14yrs ler... so abt 1/4 of my life is spent on studyin... -_- ENOUGH LER...

tats all----
gg to bed ler... eyes cant take it anymore... head gettin bigger & bigger...



Pics for u guys to see...










Finally... Presentations in Ngee Ann all OVER~~~ yeah ^^v (hopefully i get gd results & grad la...)

Today was the final presentation for the 6 of us in Ngee Ann =) We were sOOOooo happy, coz after so many years of studying, some of us can say BYE to books & go to work after exams, whereas some of us may continue studyin...

Today's KMS presentation abit nervous & cold... after tat, sat through about 4 presentations and saw wad other grps had presented... quite interestin and learnt sth... Liked Nurul's grp de ppt slides... very innovative... Still rem 2 sems ago, seen the slides tat she has done b4 for HR Proj, liked it alot =)

Took alot of photos for the week... Took wif alot of BA lecturers like those involved in IIP for last sem, etc... At least when i leave NP, i'll leave wif happy memories... Like how the lecturers are so patient wif us, always approachable and ever-ready to help us whenever we encounter difficulties... BIG THANKS TO ALL~~~ ^^

Left wif 10days to exams... 10days seemed so short to stdy so many things...