Finally... all papers over... tink wun b able to c my jiemeis tat often compared to these 2.5yrs...

Can i say my life in NP oso over? Hope so on Oct 6... -_-

But... abit no confidence lei... >.< SS can do, IB omg~ KMS... ~>.<~

Got many things i've always wanted to do... BUT ah... haiz... wan to go Genting, go Bangkok play... in the end... i tink stayin in SG lor zZz... Envy the rest of my jiemeis tat they can spend more time wif their SPECIAL ones or LOVED ones. Haha i dun haf any, except for family... tink i'll spend my time on games then =p

Waiting for fonecall to get a part-time job... dunno nid to wait hw long more... life's all abt waiting... wait wait and WAIT... we wait for buses, mrt, taxis, people... everythin...

Hmm... long time nv chat long long wif mum... at home so diff to find ppl to tok to... only mum listens to me... dad dun _stand a ger's heart LOL... and i LOVE gg out wif mum... nt becoz she pays... its her company tat i enjoy... hehe =) no wonder they say "shi shang zhi you mama hao"... quite true...

Anyway, time check - 3.50am... and i still havent slp... cant slp... wan to find someone in my msn for a chat... BUT cant seem to find anyone close to me to chat wif... HAIZ...

yf and jeff gone ns ler... dearest ks bz workin... too tired to hav any time for me too >.< the only person i saw on msn was "him"... BUT no matter hw bored i am, i tell myself... "I CANNOT DOUBLE CLICK ON HIS MSN NICK... MUS CONTROL..." -_- firstly, we hav nth to chat wif one another i guess... secondly, i dun expect "nice" replies from him... so might as well dun even start chattin... right?

got tis bad dream few weeks or many days ago... but i tink few of u know is enuff alrdy... dun wan to be misunderstood for cursing others or etc... if the person dun appreciates it... i rather dun waste my time then~

Lots of thoughts running through my mind... juz cant find the right person to share wif... smtimes i wonder... y majority of guys hav big egos and too much pride? can nv guess wad r they tinkin or wads on their minds...

i still kip the ONE and ONLY msg from "him" in my hp... tellin me ".... u will find a better guy tat will treat u better..." tis isnt consolation to me... coz i made known to u abt hw i feel... yet.......... HAIZ... juz like the song "yi shi de mei hao" by zhang shao han... "You de ren shuo bu qing na li hao, dan jiu shi shui toh ti dai bu liao..."

Ohh... ppl... if ur lookin for me, pls call me... if u sms, i cant reply u keke... coz... NV PAY BILL ah~~~ no $ LOL...

Haiz... hope can pass all papers and GRADUATE lor... then can go on to nxt stage, tats workin... go earn $, being a student i feel so poor LOL... hope can earn alot alot of $ and bring mama go eat or buy sth she likes =)