For the minority of u who noes wad happened...

haiz... i'm really feeling DAMN down... seriously... each time i fall, it seems tat i fall deeper and deeper... dunno who to blame and cant blame anyone else BUT me myself and I.......

For the others who DO NOT noe wad has happened...

Pls~~~ dun probe further... thank you...

there's always a reason behind everything... tat includes the things i do too...

dunno hw to describe how i feel... and dun wish to ans any calls or on my hp... juz leave me alone for the meantime... thank you... i nid to be alone, be quiet... in my own world......

WHY....

why does things haf to turn out this.... way?

why cant things be simpler... or straightforward......

haiz.......

cant find a reason to smile today.... juz cant......

thanks to dear colleagues for cheering me up even tho they hav no idea wads gg on... today boss on leave, in-charge on MC, and i finished the ISO stuff for another dept last fri... so tat leaves me nth to do for the day... as usual... supportin and helpin anyone or everyone out... went "sight-seeing" wif clerk... she taught me lots of things today... quite interesting......

but tat doesnt cheer me up instantly too......

wadever the case......

gdbye monday~~~