hair's long... messy... "curtain" oso long ler...

bday's coming...

xmas's coming...

then NEW YEAR oso coming...

BUT... i dun feel happy at all...........

dun haf the kind of festive mood in me... -_-

recently heard eason's song... quite nice but abit sad... "Dui Bu Qi, Xie Xie" (The title of the song)

happy for one of our friend who's gettin married nxt yr... feel so happy for her lor... can really c she's so xing fu... which seems so diff to be true in
nowadays de society... at least there's sth positive happening.......

hmm... past few days... bz supporting everyone in office even tho office gt not much ppl... but lots of things to do... learnt Oracle... quite amazin i mus say... but mus be careful when using it lor... sianz leh... contract till Jan 10 nxt yr... right now, still hunting for jobs lor... sending resumes... hoping to be interviewed one day... Haha...

recently.. feel so disappointed and unhappy.... wif frenz and other issues... for those whom i've talked to... thanks for ur patience... and ur listening ears... smtimes tink it over... WHY? why do such "ppl" exist or why do such things happen?

anyway... tryin to c open liaoz lor.. and not expecting much liaoz... from frenz or anyone... in life, still feel tat its more reliable to depend on ownself.. coz only i noe wad i wan... havin a few gd frenz i tink is enuff ler..... wads the use of havin a whole wide circle of frenz... when.................. haiz

gotta start filterin out some of my so-called frenz...

wad a boring sunday...... but its the only day i can rest...