been bz for the past few wks...

bz at wrk... bz wif quotations, costing... etc...

PPL... if u tink i seemed to be unhappy with EVERYTHING... or anything... THEN did u notice the times when i'm happy with at least sth?

i dun tink so... anyway... cant b bothered wif hw u all look at me or feel abt me... wad for wan to so xing ku leh... i live for myself oso... nw, findin a job & earning $ is more impt to me in this stage of my life... $_$

at times i feel life is so UNFAIR... in fact... i tink ITS ALWAYS UNFAIR... =)

my mission statement = treat those who r good to me, those who treat me badly - to hell wif u? LOL

let me tell u wad i'm happy abt NOW...

i'm happy tat my 2-3mths spent in my current job, colleagues are gd to me, dote on me alot... at times they buy me breakfast, coffee to perk me up... even the CLEANER supervisor is gd to me too... =_=

happy tat i've a GOOD fren whom i considered... bought me a pair of earrings and not being so KAY GAO wif me whenever we go out, unlike the others... (to tat special fren - u shd noe who u r, at least i've a fren like u)

and thanks to a small grp of frenz whom i've known since ite, recorded 6 diff bday songs for me as my gift... its touching, and i will nv forget...

its nv ez to make mi smile, its the little small things U do to make mi smile... =)

contract endin in abt 2-3wks... leavin abit yi yi bu she... if not for the pay, i'll probably extend my contract wif them... i'm realistic... coz i nid $... who will support me if i dun earn my own income.. rite? LOL

been lookin through some courses available to further studies... manager was askin me to consider taking up some course at CISCO after seeing my results... hmm... went to the website to c some of the courses... not bad.. quite interested in some...

quite interested in a degree in business computing by Informatics... but tat one damn exp lor.. $2,163/module.. its a one yr degree course, 12 modules... tat one mayb will consider it ONE FINE DAY when i've worked enuff, saved enuff LOL...

right nw, happy wif my present life... and i'm thankful tat i've known someone who clicks wif me LOL... we talk alot haha... mayb tats the difference when u know someone who is older than u by more than 6yrs... topics we chat abt is so different frm wad u normally chat wif those ard ur age... time spent on gb is more compared to the past... LOL. making an effort to gb almost every nite, even tho it means lesser slp for me, and gg to wrk wif my BIG eyes closing every 10mins, drinkin coffee every 1hr... coz its our only time to communicate... THROUGH GB... =x

both of us bz workin, juz tat i count myself more lucky than him... =)

he's cute... not in looks, but in certain ways. and i like his thinking... we're juz gd frenz LOL... i came to realize a fact tat i can be gd frenz to everyone, but not a gf to someone... =) so pls... dun tink of gettin me a bf yet, coz i'm nt interested haha... i will get one myself when the time comes... dinners... no problem LOL...

haha... i've startin filtering 2 of my frenz... who shall be the nxt on MY LIST? its getting more & more exciting... wahahaha...

merry xmas to all... anyway xmas makes no difference to me... juz spendin of $ to buy gifts for others... COZ i dun celebrate xmas? haha...