hmm...

last friday wanted to wrk half day nia...but nose was bleeding on and off for days... thurs nite was bleeding when i was aslp.. so basically, i woke up in a POOL of blood? LOL... =p ended up... fri told boss nt coming to wrk ler... noon went to shoppin alone at orchard, doing some last min shopping for new year clothes... bought 2 blouses...

did spring cleaning till whole body aching... (old liaoz) so many things to clear and clean...

forgot wad i did for past few days... -_-

logged in to friendster after a LONG long time... and i'm right... (ger's 6th sense or intuition is normal accurate) Zhu Ni Xing Fu Kuai Le... i'm serious and sincere wishin u this.... tink wadever u wan... but it doesnt matter to me anymore ler...

the moment i really cfm wad i've guessed was correct... i'm startin to hav mixed feelings... happy/sad? i dunno... part of me says... i'm happy for u coz u finally found sm1 u loved and love u alot... the other says... no more miracles? no more chances...

anyway... now there's a reason to let go... thoroughly forget and let go... nw tat u've found ur happiness... i shd oso work hard to find mine too... altho i dunno whr to start frm... but i've gotta figure it out some way someday...

it took me 2yrs to realize tat life has been horrible and terrible and painful for me during these 2yrs... it takes alot of courage to wait and like someone for so long, awaiting recipocal... u tell urself... it doesnt matter even if he doesnt recipocate... but deep inside, u noe tat u really really hope that or want him to... =)

contradicting? contradicted... =]

nw... juz hope to start a new chapter ler... start to hunt and find happiness that is MINE... someone who will make me happy and smile again... sharing my happiness and sorrows... and be tolerant of me, coz i'm abit sotong cum naggy... LOL.. =p

so nw, i shall open my DOOR...(door of my heart) to welcome anyone in... haha... provided ppl wan to enter la... LOL...

cny day1:
went over to grandma hse pai nian... tis yr angbao decreased alot... many ppl din come... and i got teased by relatives -_- but thanks to one uncle's compliments, "i've seen u from a small little ger, grown up now becum a sweet ger.." (dun vomit K...) haha... i'm sweet... coz i'm candiES... =x

after visiting, went to meet up wif ite classmates... 9 of us watched Fearless... Jet Li's fighting movie... nt bad la... would rate it 7 or 8/10...

cny day2:
went over to dad's relatives tat side for visiting... 3 storey high private apartment... climb till ai xi lor... (age catching up wif me) -_- hse nice, but tink of cleaning and climbing... BEST hor... -____-|||

shall update my cny day3 onwards another day LOL...