2years or soooo ago.......

i got to noe tis fren... somehow i felt tat she's a gd fren, and i confided in her most of the time... whenever i c her, i will always smile... BUT dun ask me y...

there were times that we were close... SO CLOSEeeee tat we can meet up most of the days in tat week... no other frenz hav i met up wif so often.

even when i go for holz, it may nt faraway places, BUT only malaysia... diff parts of malaysia... i'll buy something at least for her... it may nt be expensive, but it certainly do mean tat u as a fren mean ALOT to me......

seriously i dun expect u to return me wif LOTS of gifts... i juz wan a sincere friendship tats all...

ever since i've gone into the workin society... ask urself... am i more busy or r u even busier? when was the last time u dated me or we've gone out together? when i finally found time one day to discuss wif u a meeting session, all i get is disappointments... outings after work will normally be juz a dinner, some short shopping sessions and home sweet home, wad else do u expect? IT was lydis in the past.

moreover i'm workin the nxt day... AT TUAS... nt anywhere near to my place, i hav to wake up at 5+ and leave home by ard 630... cant u at least be more understandin mah?u werent like tis in the past lor... it was EASIER to date u then, and u wouldnt be tat particular on the things we gotta do or HAVE to do......

ni bian le... u've changed... i tink for a long time, asked myself whether am i the one who has changed? i realized No... its the people around me that has changed... changed for the bad or better, i dunno....... i really dunno...

wad i noe is, i dunno who to confide, who to trust or who to talk to......

most of the time i may be unhappy, but did u ever wonder y and wad makes me unhappy.
sometimes it may be r/s problems, BUT most of the times, FRIENDSHIPS makes me sad...

i'm nt the type to open up to anyone or everyone... at times, even when there may be misunderstandings, i wouldnt be bothered to explain myself much... coz WADS THE USE OF SAYING SO MUCH ANYWAY?

WOULD U LISTEN? WOULD U TAKE MY WORDS SERIOUSLY?

god knows, heaven knows... i dunno......