3mths at current company... hmm... realized staff turnover rate quite high, on the average, ard 1-2 ppl resigns every mth...

tis coming fri is my colleague's last day, and she's gonna resign to be a hsewife -_- abit she bu de... coz she treats me well... always FEEDING me wif FOOD... -_-||| chocolates, sugar rolls from polar (my fave), bread, swiss roll... BREAKFAST~~~ =D

suddenly i realized i did learnt sth during my 3mths of work... can see tat the process of buying/purchasing materials for production is so LONG...... first need to do tis, then tat, and then tat... then... etc etc...

we've come so far... now at budgeting part liaoz... everyday see spreadsheets after spreadsheets, updating figures after figures, then do STUNTS... LOL now i am EXCEL pro OKAY~~~ LOL dun play play... at least i've learnt ALOT abt EXCEL when i used to hate it...

decided to extend another 2mths' contract wif them... coz ppl LIKE me? LOL... wan to change job leh.. but dunno wad job suitable for me, and recently not much jobs postings to my liking... so nth to apply recently... at least extend for another 2mths, then i can write in resume proudly - 6MTHS ADMIN ASSIST supporting PROCUREMENT and PRODUCTION ENGINEERING DEPTS, in ABCD Company... hahaha

tot of furthering studies by taking up courses, but tink of the $... sianz... no $ no tok, no studies LOL...

was bz wif work today, sat beside manager (Stressed!!!)
received ur sms... dunno to feel glad or sad... suddenly my emotions gt mixed up...

u r far... but u seemed so near... but wad i noe is... i will never be able to reach u... =|

lots of thought running through my mind at moment, suddenly i stopped everythin i did, juz stare blankly at ur msg, wif no expressions... was tinking... why and how did things turn out tis way... werent we happy in the very beginning? why did u choose to let go or giv up...... manager cut short my tots when he saw me expressionless... LOL and asked me wad happened...

in the past, hw i wished we can turn back time and return to the time when we were so happy together... but now... zZz

juz like playing monopoly or millionaire... Fate or Chance?

meaning of Fate: inevitable events predestined by supposed force, principle, or power.

meaning of Chance: The unknown and unpredictable element in happenings that seems to have no assignable cause.

to know u... Fate (tat FATEful day)
meet u... Chance
be wif u... Chance? i chose to be wif u.

breakup?

Chance. but not chosen by me

nitez ppl~~~
bedtime... tml's another brand new WORKING day... LOL =p