quite a few things to blog... hahaha... long grandmother story liaoz... =p

anyway... tired and bz for the past few days including today...

was feeling unwell few days ago... (jialat leh... pain always come and go... every mth sure once or twice lydat...weak stomach/intestines?)

tis week like only wrk for 2 full days, 2 half days... half days due to time off in the mornin to attend interviews... $$ sure little when payday comes... >.<

one interview was at wdl industrial estate as a product & design asst... lol... quite interestin de position... agency intro de... i realized the agency quite fast and efficiency leh... one day can call many times to tell me gt so many jobs and ask me whether interested anot, they help me apply...

ystday returned to wrk after a day's rest at hm... many things to do... tio stressed... tis colleague ask me do tis, asst manager asked me do tat... do till ai xi lor, and ai faint... like gg to tio strangled lydat... one asked me help her wif powerpoint, another say do excel... (i was thinkin to myself - might as well when u go for presentation, i present for u lah...) heng asst manager helped me deal wif it... LOL.. he told her (who asked me do powerpt), "u do her excel, i ask her do ur powerpt for u..."

she dunno hw to do excel... so she cfm say dun wan de... LOL...

wah lau.. i sit there whole day do excel de things... at 5pm... suddenly tell me wan tis and tat... then asked me tink by 530 can finish anot... of coz i say No... -_- bo bian lor work OT... left office by 7pm, asst manager so gd offer drive us to bishan... arbo if i ownself sit the bus go round and round the whole Tuas area, then mrt, it will take me ard 1hr+ to rch hm...

rch bishan liaoz, asst manager said... "eh we go ktv ai mai?" i tink i too stressed or tired to tink, i juz replied "go ktv for wad?" the rest burst into laughter and said... "ehh go ktv sing song lah... we not guys leh, cannt call for gers..." then only i realized i said sth funny (go ktv for wad) LOL...

in the end, everyone too tired for ktv... all went home...

tis morning woke up at 6+, went JB wif parents to get some cny goodies... bought quite alot... in the end buy liaoz hor i realized all they buy de is i wan to eat de.. LOL i juz say "mummy... buy lar... i wan this one tat one..." haha...

after shoppin, went for lunch at dunno whr... small stall selling all kinds of cooked poultry... chickens, ducks, goose, etc... nice to eat wor the pi pa duck... crispy de skin wif plum sauce... =D~~~ lao nua liaoz even when tinkin of it =p

suddenly realized... for many many yrs... when everyone's busy wif setting new resolutions for the NEW year... i'm not setting any... or coming up wif any resolutions... coz i'm too LAZY and oso i dunno wad resolutions to come up wif... LOL... to me, i juz live wif wad i haf... wad will happen will happen eventually? haha...

tis yr end, fren gg to get married, stressed leh... LOL... mus go tink wad to wear =x as if i get married hor? LOL... =p

cny coming... time to earn some $... Yeah ^^v but i havent plan my schedule... LOL...

is this considered a resolution(s)?
- get a stable job wif stable income, benefits, good colleagues
- be happy all year round
- get a bf/companion?
- make more better frenz
erm... cant tink of anymore ler... dun _stand y others can come up wif a long long list of resolutions, but i cant LOL...

anyway, those few seemed to be wad i wished for rather than RESOLUTIONS bah... LOL... but i tink top 2 are the most impt... colleagues whom are great makes ur day... imagine ur office all like zombies, everyone faces computer whole day, no one toks to u, no teabreaks... no occasional gossiping... die lor... i will definitely feel so sad workin there lor.. then my 8hrs of work will pass VERY slowly... as if workin for 16hrs... haha..

sometimes i wonder... not only life is fragile... r/s seemed to be fragile too... 1mth ago u can see wah tis who and who so loving... sure gd choice... scarli... 1mth ltr... all go separated ways... or lame reasons for breaking off... hear liaoz oso shake head... if life and people-to-people r/s are so fragile... then wad is the strongest thing in the world?

i nv really believed in r/s in the past until 2yrs ago, when i knew tis guy... he gave me a sense of security... he may not hav any best features, neither do i have any... but that pair of hands felt warm... cut short details lah.. but sad to say... tat hope of mine was shattered... :|

now... juz let nature take its course bah...
thanks for readin tis grandmother story of mine... LOL... abit too long i noe =x