any kakis for Final Destination 3?

pls jio me... i wanna watch... haiz...

movie review @ http://www.moviexclusive.com/review/finaldestination3/finaldestination3.htm

stressed lahs... nid to let go...

last wk watched I Not Stupid Too... nice and touching movie... quite funny too...
Like wad the review said - A good local movie that will have laughing in stitches and crying at certain points.

worth watching... ^^



something to share......

wad is urs will be urs... meant to be...
wad is not meant to be urs, will never be....

so wake up bah......

dun reach out so far... when u noe u cant do it...

juz reach out abit can liaoz...

-end-

-my quote of the day...



wahahahas...

these few days mood quite gd... quite happy... ^^v

can i change my name to princess lala? or u ppl call me princess lala the nxt time u c me? LOL =p

play gb kip winning... but nid another 4K gp to uprank to silver baxe wif ball LOL... but can get help to uprank within 2mths... xie xie ni~~ lol

the other time mentioned tat i was "evaluating" someone... results: FAIL... coz... i oso dunno y... but nw v satisfied wif present situation lol...

being treated like a princess for the past few weeks... hehe hope tis can last... =p (Note: not the same person whom i evaluated treats me like a princess)

anyway... hmm... i'm happy to noe someone like him... =) someone so gd and comparable to ks LOL... (i noe frenz cannt be compared la =p) i dunno hw to wad to say abt him... but to thank him alot... =)

thanks for making my days great... it feels good to hav someone supporting u, cheering u up, doing nth but juz to make u happy... ^^v

he calls everyday... shouting "surprise" -_- at first i'm not used to it, and kenna chua... subsequently used to it liaoz... and i'll ask him.. y are u always so happy when u call me... he'll answer, then i shd be sad when calling u meh? haha. he tells me tat i sound better in the day than the night... LOL. tells me he enjoys talking to me, juz like hw i enjoy talking to him. and he's glad tat i shared at least sth wif him, even tho not everything... tells me to call him anytime i wan to if i need to confide in sm1... gives me all his free time... wad more can i ask from a fren? =)

ystday was bored and tired. counted screws after screws for the whole day... -_- big, small.. wadever sizes of screws oso got... count till ai koon... decided to take a break and sms-ed him... din noe he was in malaysia... he replied me sayin he was in malaysia for work purposes... so i told him.. "oh.. so sorry to disturb u...juz feelin abit bored and tot of sms-ing u..."

haha... he replied saying "no la... ur not disturbing me, juz let u noe mah, dun wanna neglect u, call u when i get back.."

normally in such cases... probably the person would haf forgotten to return your call or juz said tat to entertain u nia... BUT he really called back wor.. lol

he told me a phrase when i juz knew him... "No trust = no love" he would always use this phrase in gb whenever we played gb... me and another teammate will always use it too... LOL... and he always bth us... =p

suddenly remembered sth funny which happened last week... last sat went ktv wif sy and mj... we selected Jay & Lara - Shan Hu Hai... wanted to imitate Lara's singing... but her voice's too HIGH for us... in the end we sounded like 2 or 3 chickens... LOL... then tis staff walked past our room and for a moment, guessed he was too shocked to hear us sing tis kind of voice... he looked in and we saw him stunned... Haha... 3 of us laughed till cry... =p

mj recommended a nice song... by li yi jun - qi qing liu yu... but hard to sing leh... but the song's quite nice and meaningful...



abit sick and tired of findin jobs... hav been gg for interviews for mths... i tink got 3mths liaoz... damn sianz... haiz...

so fast work at current company for gg to 5mths oso... after so long then some ppl realized my existence? LOL...

last fri... attended a meeting wif asst manager and his boss (of another dept)... looked through the graphs and presentation slides tat i've done... he was amazed~~

ystday went back to work... asst manager told me his boss wants me to b under him... c whether i wan to go over anot... -_- go over and help him wif his presentations...
asst manager told me his dept gt more younger guys to c... -_-||| moreover, if under him, he will take care of his men...

hmm... BUT i'm not gonna b converted to a perm staff... so for wad leh.. LOL

tot of resigning and leaving... abit sianz of the jobscope liaoz... it seems tat gt nth more for me to learn liaoz... i've learnt enuff in tis company... but tinking of when is the best time to leave... haiz...

juz hope to find a perm job, wif a monthly salary... haiz...

gt many things want to do and achieve... but no $ oso no use... so dun ask mi y i dun wan to tis or do tat or y i dun haf goals to achieve... i do have ok~ juz tat i dun tell u... and i hav no $...

i OT doesnt mean gt ALOT of $ ok~~~ damn sianz...



Extracted from a friend's blog...

How: To Stay Young

1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height.
Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay them.

2. Keep only cheerful friends.
The grouches pull you down. (keep this In mind if you are one of those grouches;)

3. Keep learning:
Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening,
whatever. Never let the brain be idle.
"An idle mind is the devil's workshop."
And the devil's name is Alzheimer's!

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.
And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and Lots of time with HIM/HER.

6. The tears happen:
Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with you your entire life, is yourself. LIVE while you are alive.

7. Surround yourself with what you love:
Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever.
Your home is your refuge.

8. Cherish your health:
If it is good, preserve it.
If it is unstable, improve it.
If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9. Don't take guilt trips.
Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county, to a foreign country, but NOT to where the guilt is.

10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.

Share these with your friends..



hmm... forgot and got no idea on wad to blog.. LOL

havent been blogging for days~~

anyway... last week was on mc for 2days... then went back to work for another 2days... then sat went over to uncle's hse to celebrate grandma's bday... all cousins present... so fun... LOL

altho i'm the oldest among them... but all of us seem to get along well... even tho we seldom tok, but we played together LOL... when i saw photos of cousins and myself when we were young, ohh~~~ so cute and funny... =p all look so adorable... and i look so gong dai dai... haha...

now all grown up ler, can get together and play... and joke and sing song... and even made fun of our cousin who has a gf... he so shy~~~ but his sis said his gf looked like KAREN MOK... woo~~ sexy legs and long black hair... =D~~~ LOL

hmm... tis wk... mon and tues went for interviews... mon - logistics trainee.. tues - hr cum admin asst, administrator...

ystday was v-day... but to me.. it was juz like any other day... juz hope tat everyone will be happy wif the one they love? LOL... went over to grandma hse after interviews to visit her... played wif the doggie... doggie always wan me to massage her but dun wan come out, nid me to drag her out -_-

today went back office, colleague came back from Australia and brought back some tidbits... LOL... finally i oso gt companion for lunch ler ^^ ever since clerk on maternity leave, one of colleague resigned... left the both of us nia... if i nv come she wil b eating lunch alone, and vice versa... =\ chatted alot during lunch abt wad happened for the past 2wks when she wasnt ard etc...

went over to production dept today... wa.. so different from wad i saw the other time when i went over for meeting... the other time, tat dept like so empty... everyone gone to Batam or Japan... today~~ woo... so many guys ard... LOL can see see look look, but cannt choose... only for reference nia haha =p

recently bz playin gb... gt v-day event... can gain points and win event gifts... i wan win AVATAR leh... then can wear nice nice ^^v

these few days quite bz evaluating "someone" too... LOL... i tink i enjoy the process of being liked and chased... but not really the gf-bf kind of r/s... =) coz everythin changes when u become his "property" ... Haha... so can tu how long then tu hw long bah... hoho... ( i noe i am bad =X ) but no choice, coz i got r/s phobia? HAHA... new illness term inside my word bank =P

mayb to some, u all may tink i'm juz playing wif him... haha... tink wadever u all wan bah... anyway, buy things oso nid to tink and choose properly mah... of coz evaluate someone oso mus tink and see and evaluate carefully mah... *_*

2 songs i like to listen:
- Liang Jing Ru - Ke Xi Bu Shi Ni
- Wang Lee Hom - Kiss Goodbye

so meaningful de lyrics...

wan to find kaki to watch movies leh... but dun haf >.<
i wan watch The Fog... and upcoming de Final Destination 3...



a yr ago...

i decided to disappear out of ur life... reason: u said u had a gf... and i felt tat no point for us to remain as frenz since ur so-called gf didnt trust u as well as me to be frenz only and nth else...

one day...
despite hw hard i avoided u and MIA... u still found me -_-

u told me many things... but at that point of time, i already felt cold towards u... no matter wad u say, i felt nth anymore... i do not know to trust u or not, believe in wad u say or not...

u told me... tat yr de gf was fictious... u told me a lie so tat u wouldnt hurt me... and wanted me to giv up on u... YAH... ur lies worked, and i gave up on you... u've gotten wad u wan rite? so y bother me now zzz...

u told me u were tryin so hard to find me... for wad find me again... to tell me more lies ah? u said it was important for u to know hw i felt and wad is deep inside me... does it really matter? if it does, y wait till now then ask... everything's too late...

u told me to recall hw we get to know each other... and hw we started... i recalled... but everythin made me feel so hurt and sad... nth of it makes me smile... we used to quarrel for the slightest thing... u didnt have time for me, neither do i have time for u too... u complained tat i rather spend time on my frenz than u... the fact was: i spent more time in sch -_-

i didnt like ur job... i slp, u work, i'm in sch, u slp... wad can we tok abt then? most of the time u started the quarrel by saying i did not spend time wif u... did u do the same...

the day u chose ur so-called fictious gf... i cried like hell... do u noe? u dont... so y bother to ask me to recall those memories... y dig up the past...

i told u... perhaps disappearing out of your life isn't a wrong move after all...
Reappearing doesnt serve any purpose or any good to either u and me... juz leave me alone bah...



sun... had a bad cold on and off... tot it would be ok the nxt day...

woke up on mon... -_- it became worst... nvm... tot it would be better when i go to work...

ahh... was bz sneezing away, tearing, coughing the whole day in office... ZZz

as usual... bz drawing graphs & charts... whole day analyzing data, sorting them... then calculating the figures... and finally drawing the charts up... i drew a total of 30-40 slides.... (graphs & charts only) -_- tis is unlike any presentations in school tat i've done... at least gt some points or words... tis time... only graphs & charts...

buey tahan... went to c doct after work.. and requested for mc for today... luckily i requested for mc and rested at hm... arbo another rd of sneezing for me in office today -_-

was supposed to attend an interview tis mornin... but too sick to even get up... so postponed the interview... its the position of a Coordinator in an events management company at Harbourfront...

hope tat i can get well soon... so xingku... nose blocked, ears blocked, throat pain, cough... fever on and off -_-



first time felt so bored on friday evening, night~~~ -_-

play gb oso sianz... nth to do on the internet...

realized as i grow older, and go into the working world... expectations are different, no longer like the past, as a student, hoping to pass exams and completing projects on time is juz enuff...

hav oso realized and seen some "frenz" de true colours... noe who are ur frenz, and who are those who claim to be but dun seem to be...

still workin hard to find someone to confide in... someone who will always b there for me... seems hard hmm...

anyway, tis week only work 2days... today office only 3 rows of ppl... colleague gave me an angbao.. nice of her. clerk has given birth to a baby boy... congrats~

today's a bz day for me... spent ard 1-2hrs teaching colleague Oracle as she has to cover the clerk's duties, and rest of the day bz drawing graphs, and charts for management review meeting nxt week...

met up wif jiemeis ystday... had fun and great chit chatting session... but hope nxt time my beloved ah mei wun b late lor... 4 of us wait for u... paiseh anot huh? -_-

one gg to get married, another juz started a r/s... so sweet... everyone gt sth to look forward to...but me, nth to look forward to... my criteria? i oso dunno... clickable? mutual feelings? bu zhi dao...

happy for my frenz tat they've found someone they love and care for them... for those who dun tink so... time for u to tink over it... love cannt be measured using time; long or short... its the feelings and love + other factors between both of u tat counts for the r/s work out... u may tink its ez for me to say but diff to really carry out... tink of hw ur life was like before HE came into ur life as ur bf? there's no such thing as in, w/o a particular person, ur life would be meaningless... during these 2yrs i've thought through it and learnt alot... nw i really believe tat time is the best medicine for r/s problems...

i'm oso afraid to try... to move forward... but bo bian... tats life... hw much we dun like it, still hav to accept the facts... dun try = not giving others a chance bah... haiz... i cant imagine one day wad if i fall for a ger? OMG~~ mama's gonna slaughter me alive like a PIG~~~ LOL

sibeh sianz... nw no one's free for me liaoz... sat sun can rot at hm ler -_- boring life i'm leading... not jealous of anyone, juz feel envy... put urself in my shoes, mayb u'll understand hw i feel bah... =|

had a nice long chat wif Cool gege ystday... someone whom i knew 5yrs ago in irc, introduced by my very very very long ago de ex... (due to some misunderstandings, ex is no longer my fren. BUT ex has a nice character and is a loyal fren) LOL... he's still the same... still so quiet and patient, but still not willing to share his stories... guys r guys after all.. =)

nice chattin wif him... and found out tat he gt another yr to go b4 he finishes his ns... nice ns life for him in police force... 1 day work 1 day off... i oso wan leh~~ LOL...

cool gege and me same... still single... LOL... and dunno wad to do in future... Haha... he says i hav papers, whereas he hav alot of blank papers... LOL... (papers = qualifications)

no matter hw or wad happens, i dun wan to go back to the past again... leave the past as it is bah... i juz wish to move on and be happier... =)

time to go to bed... nth to do... LOL



ahh... so sianz lor today...

additional day off for me coz company shutdwn production...

stay at hm to clear cny foodstuff. LOL... lunch = carrot juice + bak kwa... =)

nice sunny day.. good to go for a swim... but... LAZY-ness overcome me... haha =p so i shall laze ard at hm... and wait for my beloved gb kaki - ke-lo-yi to online and gb together... LOL...

many envy me coz i gt additional day off whereas they need to go back to work today... HEYz... dun envy me leh... coz tml i will be continuing my budgeting again -_- like nv-ending de budgeting to do... c figures till eyes abit cock liaoz... one figure wrong then gotta redo again... damn sianz...

stay at hm, ah ma kip on nag and nag... non-stop... even tho used to it, and i will auto filter her "noise" BUT... really cannt stand it lor... haiz... tats the reason y if possible, i wouldnt like to be at home... unless i'm alone... LOL

anyway updates on 3rd day of cny.. which was ystday... went 3 places for visiting...
1. mel's hse
2. teacher's hse
3. ryan's hse

mel's hse - wah lau... GOG = God of Gamblers' hse leh... both wife and husband gambling like no one's business... glued to chair wor... rest of us was like watching them play and entertaining his daughter... -_- His newborn son so cute and small lor... baby justin...

teacher's hse - talked alot and had fun.. shared lots of stories wif teacher... every yr teacher says, "faster get married"... -_- his 2 kids still so cute and lovable, especially his son...

ryan's hse - last stop... as usual... eat steamboat every yr 3rd day cny at his hse... soup base always so nice... lots of food to eat... satisfying... after tat played some games, and drank... and as usual... whenever i drink i will surely vomit... lol...

rch hm almost 1am... slept at 3+ ystday...

wah... some mus b tinking.. my angbaos sure alot rite? LOL... no leh... less than 150 lor... haha... nxt mth mus wrk v hard liaoz... cannt MC ler... coz nid $ lol... no work = no $... =)