first time felt so bored on friday evening, night~~~ -_-

play gb oso sianz... nth to do on the internet...

realized as i grow older, and go into the working world... expectations are different, no longer like the past, as a student, hoping to pass exams and completing projects on time is juz enuff...

hav oso realized and seen some "frenz" de true colours... noe who are ur frenz, and who are those who claim to be but dun seem to be...

still workin hard to find someone to confide in... someone who will always b there for me... seems hard hmm...

anyway, tis week only work 2days... today office only 3 rows of ppl... colleague gave me an angbao.. nice of her. clerk has given birth to a baby boy... congrats~

today's a bz day for me... spent ard 1-2hrs teaching colleague Oracle as she has to cover the clerk's duties, and rest of the day bz drawing graphs, and charts for management review meeting nxt week...

met up wif jiemeis ystday... had fun and great chit chatting session... but hope nxt time my beloved ah mei wun b late lor... 4 of us wait for u... paiseh anot huh? -_-

one gg to get married, another juz started a r/s... so sweet... everyone gt sth to look forward to...but me, nth to look forward to... my criteria? i oso dunno... clickable? mutual feelings? bu zhi dao...

happy for my frenz tat they've found someone they love and care for them... for those who dun tink so... time for u to tink over it... love cannt be measured using time; long or short... its the feelings and love + other factors between both of u tat counts for the r/s work out... u may tink its ez for me to say but diff to really carry out... tink of hw ur life was like before HE came into ur life as ur bf? there's no such thing as in, w/o a particular person, ur life would be meaningless... during these 2yrs i've thought through it and learnt alot... nw i really believe tat time is the best medicine for r/s problems...

i'm oso afraid to try... to move forward... but bo bian... tats life... hw much we dun like it, still hav to accept the facts... dun try = not giving others a chance bah... haiz... i cant imagine one day wad if i fall for a ger? OMG~~ mama's gonna slaughter me alive like a PIG~~~ LOL

sibeh sianz... nw no one's free for me liaoz... sat sun can rot at hm ler -_- boring life i'm leading... not jealous of anyone, juz feel envy... put urself in my shoes, mayb u'll understand hw i feel bah... =|

had a nice long chat wif Cool gege ystday... someone whom i knew 5yrs ago in irc, introduced by my very very very long ago de ex... (due to some misunderstandings, ex is no longer my fren. BUT ex has a nice character and is a loyal fren) LOL... he's still the same... still so quiet and patient, but still not willing to share his stories... guys r guys after all.. =)

nice chattin wif him... and found out tat he gt another yr to go b4 he finishes his ns... nice ns life for him in police force... 1 day work 1 day off... i oso wan leh~~ LOL...

cool gege and me same... still single... LOL... and dunno wad to do in future... Haha... he says i hav papers, whereas he hav alot of blank papers... LOL... (papers = qualifications)

no matter hw or wad happens, i dun wan to go back to the past again... leave the past as it is bah... i juz wish to move on and be happier... =)

time to go to bed... nth to do... LOL