a yr ago...

i decided to disappear out of ur life... reason: u said u had a gf... and i felt tat no point for us to remain as frenz since ur so-called gf didnt trust u as well as me to be frenz only and nth else...

one day...
despite hw hard i avoided u and MIA... u still found me -_-

u told me many things... but at that point of time, i already felt cold towards u... no matter wad u say, i felt nth anymore... i do not know to trust u or not, believe in wad u say or not...

u told me... tat yr de gf was fictious... u told me a lie so tat u wouldnt hurt me... and wanted me to giv up on u... YAH... ur lies worked, and i gave up on you... u've gotten wad u wan rite? so y bother me now zzz...

u told me u were tryin so hard to find me... for wad find me again... to tell me more lies ah? u said it was important for u to know hw i felt and wad is deep inside me... does it really matter? if it does, y wait till now then ask... everything's too late...

u told me to recall hw we get to know each other... and hw we started... i recalled... but everythin made me feel so hurt and sad... nth of it makes me smile... we used to quarrel for the slightest thing... u didnt have time for me, neither do i have time for u too... u complained tat i rather spend time on my frenz than u... the fact was: i spent more time in sch -_-

i didnt like ur job... i slp, u work, i'm in sch, u slp... wad can we tok abt then? most of the time u started the quarrel by saying i did not spend time wif u... did u do the same...

the day u chose ur so-called fictious gf... i cried like hell... do u noe? u dont... so y bother to ask me to recall those memories... y dig up the past...

i told u... perhaps disappearing out of your life isn't a wrong move after all...
Reappearing doesnt serve any purpose or any good to either u and me... juz leave me alone bah...