hmm... ever since the other day i fell sick and had injection coz of virus attack in the stomach... hav to b careful on wad i eat etc... got a weak stomach -_-

last fri was my last day @ SPEC... most of the ppl in my dept was on leave, mc etc... dept left 5 of us and the new temp staff who is replacing me... last week i felt like a supervisor... supervising her, handing over my stuff, teaching her wad i've been doing for this period of time... telling her wad the officers expect her to do etc... haha... i sound like teacher eh... =)

walked ard the whole office, those who knew me gave me a handshake, wishing me gd luck and all the best in finding jobs, finding bf, etc... leaving me their email addresses, contact nos. haha... all of a sudden i feel so popular... =x

one of my colleague was so shocked tat i even knew a senior engineer frm another dept, when we nv worked wif each other b4... LOL... i knew him when i was helping to clear the shelves of files (containing documents dated 10yrs back), and tat engineer helped me to shift those files to thr storeroom.. and frm tat day onwards, i knew him... haha... and coincidentally, we sit the same bus to work almost every morning... and will chat abit b4 reaching office...

anyway... 2 of my colleagues gave me a treat @ Secret Recipe (IMM)... nice of them... i had tom yum kung in chicken... very spicy... eat le stomach burning -_- and they fed me wif cakes too... zZz

time to really sit down and tink abt wad i wan.. wad i like, wad is really my interest etc... for sure i noe my interest's not in IT or specifically Programming... networking or security... mayb still ok bah...

quite interested in purchasing, logistics, networking, security... but really hope to find interest in only ONE to go into.. so tat at least i hav a goal or aim...

been working as an admin asst (position agency gave me), but @ office, i'm Procurement Asst... so... wadever... learnt abt Procurement, purchasing... which seems interesting... and i thank my manager for giving me lots of opportunities to learn... really brushed up my Excel skills and at the same time, giving me opportunities to b recognised by others. (presentations for management reviews)

i found my strength in doing presentations... powerpoint slides... hav been doing it for years... but doing sth which u r gd in and u like, u'll feel happy... =) once, i was asked by AGM to do a presentation on our vendors all over the world... i sat there doing and doing, perfecting it till i was satisfied, and the day juz passed so quickly... haha...

been accepted and offered a job as a Project Coordinator @ Wdl... yah.. near my place many would say... but pay wise.. i guess its too low... main concerns: pay too low... and i rem repeating this many times to my agency... haha... and personally feel tat the company abit too cheapo liaoz... after askin for many ppl's opinion, i decided to go along wif majority... so i rejected the offer... haha... =)

but @ least i wun regret my decision... so overall i still feel happy... happy tat someone wans to hire me? LOL... meantime, still gotta wrk hard in findin perm job... actually cannt say i $ face lah... juz tat the society is realistic leh... in this world, not i eat u, then is u eat me... everyone wans the best for themselves...

actually, if i really hav a gd offer whereby the job scope is interesting or challenging to me, and i'm interested... assuming that the pay's reasonable or slightly abit lower than i expected... i wouldnt mind giving it a try... but then, dun eat me till so jialat mah... i noe i fresh grad la, wadever reasons u giv, say tis no experience etc... but then i oso gt check market rate de leh... cannt be o lvl grad and me gettin same pay... then i stdy till diploma for wad la rite? >.<

the other day went temple to qiu qian (ask for lot?) coz mama asked me to try... alrite lor, overall the lot's a gd one... so right nw, mayb shd concentrate on finding a gd perm job. as for r/s, shall put it on hold bah...

friendship wif one of my fren seems cold... used to be close... now... further and further liaoz... and i dunno y, i dun feel like doing anythin to close up the gap. feeling tired liaoz... to me i feel tat, friendship like r/s... needs 2 hands to clap... one-sided no use... so probably i'll leave it juz as it is bah...