it has been a long long LONG time ever since i last blogged...

glad tat friendship problems solved. back together again as gd frenz, one big grp of jiemeis... ^^

two weeks ago, went for sakura buffet, bowling, kopi session... had a nice day. it has been a long time ever since the whole big grp of us went out wif additional member... =X

pics taken for the day were nice, wif everyone smiling so beautifully...... lalala~

time passes so fast, worked for almost 5mths le, everythin so far so gd, relationship wif colleagues gets better, rapport wif customers also gets better each day. get to learn many things and see hw the real working world is... eg. office politics, backstabbing etc... =p

still... doing wad u're supposed to do, and wad ur responsibility is, is always better than poking ur nose into other ppl's affairs.. =)

pics to end the entry~~









tired...

so tired......

friendships making me tired, so tired...... sleepless nights, not-so-good appetites

liking someone also so tired... like or dun like oso tired... tearful nights soon becoming sleepless nights too......

life's also making me feel tired... hav to bother abt so many things, make so many decisions, think abt many things as well...

perhaps i shouldnt bother so much abt friendships, r/s, life?



sad

cant slp... time check - 1253am...

havent been bloggin since sentosa trip till now. past few saturdays spent quite fruitfully... work, swimming, ktv.

havent been slping well or rather, slp-less for the past 2 nites including today... things happened... dunno how to react... sad...

it seems tat ppl dun seem to understand me well or rather am i complicated to be understood? frenz for 3yrs... dun seem to understand me... but glad at least some do.

wads the definition of a gd fren or even a best fren? i really dunno......

thanks to my beloved bl for letting me su ku, grumble, and can understand hw i feel... there's this kind of closeness which i cant explain, that exists... and thanks to u & richard for always taking care of me whenever we are out together...

haiz... feeling so down... the past is gone... gone.. and the present is here, things will never be the same... same goes for human.

thanks to ah dong for always cheering me up and sending jokes at the right time. glad tat our friendship remains after so many yrs......

ah dong feels tat i'm silly... sad over friendship stuff... wad he said is quite true lor... friends tat understand u will noe how u feel, and will treasure friendship... to me, i'm someone who treasures friendship more than those boy-ger relationship... but...... does anyone care? i bu zhi dao...

tired... really tired... same things happening over and over again... u wouldnt understand hw i felt at tat time coz u're not me. dunno wad else to say... say le oso lydat, dun say oso lydat... gek xim liao...... if u tink i'm petty or wadsoever, go ahead and tink bah... juz like wad u said - if that's ur thinking, i got nth to say

tat will only show how fragile our friendship is... and the definition of friendship will be re-defined...

haiz... *shake head*