ystday was boring.. time passed soooo slowly... coz no calls... haha... still, had to wait till 6pm to leave. acc collg to suntec, marina then bugis for her last min cny shopping, as well as to see if i saw anything i liked (last min) =D

as usual... expected ur call, and knew you would call me even tho u said to call u when i'm done.
i hope i'm not dependent on u or taken u for granted, coz i dont wan to be disappointed (once again)

thinking wad miss cheong had said earlier in the noon, i started to tink alot liao... haiz... -_-
men dang hu dui and my future... when asked wad is the relationship between us - hard to define and explain. colleague? friend? close friend? or maybe social partnership......... whereby we still have our own activitives but get together and enjoy each other's company when both have no appointment. haiz.... think till head big lor

sometimes i dont understand the things u do or say... i juz hope u can be more precise so tat i do not interpret wrongly. close collgs ard us start to guess wad are we doing or trying to do...

i hope u still remember.... how i sang liang jing ru - yong qi, and na ying - meng xing le during our very 1st ktv session together with ur friends. although my singing isnt fantastic, i still hope u can feel it.



busy week once again...

almost everyday after work gt activities... -_-

gaining more weight coz eat and eat... and getting more used to this kind of life... pengz

ANYWAY... i'm happy spending my time this way and with the same person... altho very simple food and things, but happy...

once my friend asked me... do u tink its worth it to spend ur time and effort on one person when u dont even know wad is going to happen... tat time my answer was "DUNNO..."

NOW... my answer is YA... worth it. Coz... he will always be there whenever i need him, and i really appreciate and i'm touched by this little moves. even tho in the end if nth happens, at least there'll be memories...

memories of ktv, touring ard sg, chinatown, tim sum, changi village, pasir ris park, deliveries and many more.... i learnt many things and saw many things... enjoyed myself alot...



Recently busy...

Busy with work - chinese new year season... lots of orders coming in... and lots of complimentary gifts for customers... lots and lots of things to do... busy spending time doing things i'm happy with and enjoy..................

seldom meet up wif jiemeis... guess they're busy too coz so quiet. haha

anyway.. January was a month of dinners... -_- eat and eat... almost everyday eat good food... with compliments. SAVED alot... BUT tats not the point la. =)

many things happened at work... solving problems everyday, encountering new problems too. have to keep in mind of office politics, gossips etc.

thankful tat i have someone to su ku to regarding work matters. someone whom i can "gossip" to w/o having to worry abt being backstabbed or betrayed. learnt tat u have to be careful always when u work, be careful of certain ppl etc...

close friends and collgs telling me its time to move on and find my happiness le after so long... true... i moved on.. but now, dunno if i've found it anot. everything seems so complicating and contradicting. even i am losing confidence in myself... everything doesnt seem so simple after all

certain things i do not know how to bring up or express myself... therefore i wait. waiting is always wad i've been doing. the past, the present... perhaps oso in the future bah.

guessing someone's mind is so hard... therefore i choose to always tink of the worst thing tat could happen in order not to be too disappointed.

thanks for always being there for me whenever i need u, esp when i was sick. thanks for always sharing my sorrows and happiness and stories. thanks for always making sure i get home safely. thanks for bringing me ard sg, showing me places, teaching me lots of things.