Hmm... 2008 is overRrr...

this will be a long duper post. ^^

Learnt many lessons, discovered many things as well.

Many things happened in 2008... few of my fave collgs left.
Fiany, Roz, Uncle Wilson (who is like my godfather), and "Ah Boy" (IT guy)

Grandma in hospice, father had heart attack.


But most imptly is, i've finally learnt to let go.

Since 2007 Oct, i realised i've always been holding on... holding on to sth/smone.. hoping for miracle(s) to happen. But towards the end of 2008, i finally woke up and tink tat it shd be time for me to let go, as we will be happier tis way - to be as friends.. mayb good friends.

wad i wished for is wad u wished for me too - as long as we are happy, we will be happy for each other. somehw, i put myself in ur shoes and could visualise y things happened. coz even if we had the chance to be together, eventually, u will still let me gooooo... coz to give me happiness is almost impossible for u. we understand and noe each other too well...

memories are too much to forget, but i'll always keep it deep down inside me. happy moments will always be remembered. our sillyness, laughters... u will always have a place inside my heart, as a friend.

=)


Lots of things happened which i felt smtimes explaining is of no use too. juz let everyone blame me then. since i always say... up to u.

Dislike ppl who likes to mention tis and tat... wad happened in the past is already the past. if i did not ask a favour from u, and u willingly do things which i didnt request for... then my fault ah? dont keep claiming credit... moreover, freebies dun come for free... esp when they are near expiry date. so... again, wad credit to claim? -_-

some juz dun understand despite telling them many many times abt my job. so wad if my job isnt as highly-paid as urs? cant i be more busy? since sept till nw, everyday is like fighting a war, and i really have to time to reply sms-es. but anyway, did anyone bother to ask for my opinion? NO. so, wads there to say then.

i'm lucky i have nice and thoughtful collgs who did things tat made me felt touched for my bday.
the elders made an effort to book me early, on my actual day (sat) to jumbo seafood at east coast, and godma gave me a small bouquet of rose, which i felt was sweet of her. and after tat, went changi T2 swensens to have ice cream cake and sundae... ^^

and had a bouquet of flowers delivered to office. when i went to reception to sign, i kept asking the deliveryman - gt send wrong person anot? haha pestering... until the deliveryman also buey tahan me.

another collg did a xmas log cake wif her bro as a bday-cum-xmas logcake for me which was delicious and nice.. and gt the rest of the coordinators to sing bday song for me too... and gave me a musical box as present. for a long long time, i've been wanting to own a musical box, but dunno whr to find the type i liked. hahaha.

and again, thanks to tat special friend, who is soooo shy and nice to deliver 2 small bears + foc roche chocolates to my hse. hahaha... so funny for an uncle to do so. wahahaha but very touching lah~

XMAS...
as usual, had a nice chocolate fudge xmas cake frm godma as xmas gift, and lotsa of chocolates as well. lol

then.. 2009 arrived le...

for years, i've stopped making NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS. haha

coz i tink they wont be fulfilled. xD

bought new hp on 3rd Jan. LG Cookie KP500. still trying to get use to the touchscreen, coz it can be frustrating at times when using. hahaha...
Initially, i didnt reply selina's sms coz i find it hard to reply using the touchscreen, and also, mrt was crowded, so had a hard time to even take the hp out. and when i told her my reason for nt replying, she scold me si char bor. LOL